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Liying~♥
Eileen♥
Grace♥
Jin Hong♥
♥ Sunday, October 21, 2007

tonight after 12 marks the end of my lil holiday. or should i say my last holiday before i step out into the working life? university now is a nono for me it's not whether i wanna go or not firstly my stupid grades won't allow me to u may say yes there's private unis wat. i can't afford it for the time being i need a few yrs of work before being able to support myself through the university years. WHY DIDN'T I STUDY HARD? i don't even dare to show such a lousy grades to my family la. it's such a lousy GPA i feel so embarassed bout it too. how am i able to show my future boss out there? to tell him : i should be the one whom he shd employ instead of others. thinking of all this makes me grumpy.

to make matter worse i got a swollen eyes.. of all days today, i wouldn't wanna start my first day of my last sem with a swollen eyes. it hurts!

at least one thing to be happy about. DARLING'S coming back.
it's a new environment, new faces, new ppl once again Jernel.
Gosh jus when i'm so used to the current faces i've got to adapt to a new one again.

it had always been like that since the day that i've gotten an 'F' in Engineering Fundamental which i jus manage to scrap through with a 'D' after the re module.

and i promise myself this time i will nv let myself get an F in this sem. if i get an F i'm gonna jus bang the wall and die man. i don have much distractions since i've got such a timetable and also a bf in army. and i hope to get a 'Z' so that mr bf wouldn't see small me.

wish me luck. it's a brand new start, brand new sem, brand new wk, brand new day with a brand new clothes without a brand new bag and shoe but with a brand new Jernel Wee.

and almost going 20 is jus a wee lil too soon.


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