4 days and 3 nites more to go..

i'm doing fine..

Really.. though not hearing from him is a torture..

and i do miss him real much.

i still have great peeps ard to company me.. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIE KOH!

time past real fast.

i've known her for 3 yrs liao.

enjoy ur special day..

i'll see u real soon...

timetable was out today morning.

but it sucks real badly..

monday go to school at 9 finish the 1st lesson at 10..

then 3 hours of break.

then lecture then another break..

hello how many breaks in a day?

4 damn hours la.

like this i'm bound to head for home after my lesson at 10 and head back to sch at 3..
skipping my lectures in between.

cos my timetable is totally different from my friends.

they only need to study 3 days..

whereas me 5 days..

!!!!

i'm to blame for not studying hard.

tues 2-6pm.

i know i can slp late but who attend sch so late ah..

don even have the mood to study la... BOOO..

i totally hate wednesday. i start at bloody 4pm.

i can't skip tat it's a die die must go lesson cos it's my last cds..

if i fail anything i might not be able to grad soon.

thurs 8-5pm. 3 hours of breaks too..

friday is my so called happy day cos since the start of 1st sem my timetable have always end at the lastest at 1.. now no.. i finish at four.. makes me feel like screaming to my bf in the woods at tekong and say : I HATE MY TIMETABLE DARLING! and mind you my birthday falls on the friday! my bday can nv celebrate happily with great timetable. and i cannot don go for lessons!!! BLOODY HELLLLLLLLL! cos it's packed with labs and tuts and when mr bf have his 1 wk block leave on the wkdays i can't really company him cos of my lousy timetable.... jus make mi feel like scolding *%$@%%(&%#$

today i almost pick up my hp to sms him : darling you know wat my timetable is so so bad la... sigh.. and suddenly i rmbed he's in the woods la.

i do wonder if he can feels whether i'm happy or sad?

at times i can imagine him wondering wat i've been doing, eat le ma all those.

i can even feel him complaining bout the rain.

it's been constantly raining for like 3 whole days. and i guess most of his uniforms should be wet le ba.

i can imgaine him saying OMG, his laughter, him going sni sni sni.

an urge to call him real badly.

mayb next time he goes field camp i shd jus hide myself in his backpack.

if can i would shrink myself to a small tiny weeny jernel and company him through sunny and rainy days.

and i'm really glad that this time i've lil chinny with me..

and when i feel like hearing his voice i'll jus have to press lil chinny's right hand and listen to him saying : i love you baby muack muack. which will make my heart do some flip flop and me having a smile on my face which goes it's not so bad afterall.

shows are my best companions after food..

chipsters, m&m, ice cream is a everyday must have food.

here lil chinny for you.. i jus laze in bed with him all day long.