now i noe how fragile life is.
today i'm alive mayb tml i'm not.
i don wanna do things that i might end up scolding myself why didn't i do tat when i'm still alive.
the thing tat have been constantly on my mind.
kat can we stop the cold war?
i'm really sorry for wat happens.
and i do mean it.
ying i've been neglecting u nowadays sorry.
my apologies.
this few days have been out pak toring with mr bf.
went shaw tower, suntec, taka...
faced our first shake..
in the office at shaw tower.
didn't realise it was shaking as i was turning round and round with the chair. lol.
and everyone on tat floor evacuate.
left us, we were there all along.
though there were annoucements but we didn't bother bout it. LOL.
and we bought our very first mooncakes for both of our families.
today i gave my bf the blackest face ever in this 7 months plus. ( tml is 8th month )
he was so so late.
everyday late late late.
thurs, fri and sat..
everyday late late late.
i always tot tat girls are normally later than guys.
NO, way no see my bf as an example.
i'm super piss today la.
it's like i went to the ntuc to get some junk food.
and it was raining and he promise to come fetch me if it was raining.
so i bought all the stuffs quicky and waited there for him.
more than 3 buses of 359 pass.
more than 20 over people pass the route tat we always take.
more than 30 minutes past.
NO HIM!!!
seriously i hate waiting.
his place is super near and i've to wait 30 minutes for him to come.
in the end i walk over to his place in the rain.
pek chek ah!
it's been such a big long time since he came over my place to fetch me.
i do miss those times.
he wasn't late in those days, he was early.
but now different even when i'm late he's even later.
he made mi so angry tat i didn't talk to him for one whole hr.
treating him like transparent.
and he knows tat he's in wrong and will do some self reflection de.
so i do hope tat at least once in awhile he won't let mi wait.
i hate waiting.
i'm someone when i arrange this time wit u, we have to meet at this time de person.
he's not really used to this.
well. argh!
conclusion : i hate to wait alright mr bf.
Vintage.Junk.