let mi out from this madness tat is all in my head and mind now set mi free from all troubles, problems
i seriously hate the life i'm leading now.
will i ever change 4 the better?
i'm a problematic person afterall.
i feel like talking ta someone now. anyone wanna hear my whinings.
i got so many angers. so many sadness. where can i express them to? who can i express to?
i'm so sick of being myself.
someone jus shoot mi now i'll jus drop dead straight. someone jus kill mi. u nv noe i might even kill myself even be4 someone murder mi.
ever a day, u got this feeling ta let a car jus bang into u and drop dead straight away. if ever a day comes i'll leave a letter behind telling them not ta blame the driver. i was the one who wanted ta be killed. it was jus his luck ta meet mi on the road.
i'm having sucides thought now.
i've nv feel so lonely until today.
i'm one lonely person afterall.
i'm extremely down ta the max today. i might fall into depression very soon.
and i'm quarrelling with my bf now.
i seriously donnoe wat's wrong with mi today. whole day long i'm so not myself.
don ever be surprise if ever a day i'm diagnosed with depression. i'm having it's signs le.
bad day with a bad morning and ended up with a bad night.
jus shoot mi dead. i wanna be dead now more than be4.
depression is seriously getting into my nerve.
i need someone's attention 4 awhile.
someone's shoulder.
someone whom i can hug.
i feel like crying now.
sometimes i don meant wat i say. i jus say things without thinking at times.
