darl's back to tekong once again.
he'll only be back on sat again.
how nice. be4 he's off ta field camp.
seriously ns is taking so much of his time away from mi.
and i seriously hate it.
everytime when he off his hp.
he can't receive wat i've send ta him during those times.
and sometimes i do send stuffs which i'm not happy about at those times.
yesterday and today there were things ta piss mi off.
but both days he didn't receive wat i was piss off de msg.
i'm seriously piss.
i got so much things tat is bothering mi.
i need a listening ear.
additional stuffs ta my workload.
a password protected database. how nice.
bless mi with all the IT skills pls.
i'm getting chubbier as the days pass.
wish mi luck.
my bf msg mi ta ask mi to write bout how i miss him, how i wanna marry him and have kids and also how my boyfriend misses mi in ns.
everyone shd already noe by now how much i miss him.
so i won't talk much bout tat la.
marry him and have kids with him.
it's something tat i do, fantasizing in the night be4 i slp.
picture the most ideal scene of proposal.
picture the best ideal house tat one could ever think of.
kids. i wan a twins. who wouldn't want.
i wan to have 2 kids. a girl and a boy.
though i love kids. but after hearing the process of giving birth jus freak mi out.
the painful process.
after hearing all this, mum's are the best in the world.
they protect u from all kinds of stuffs in the 9 mths.
carrying us in their big big tummy. walking ard in orchard road.
i can picture tat.
and those days. the dresses for pregnant lady wasn't as nice as now de la.
mum's so wei da la!
it's a painful and long process.
i'll make sure my husband is with mi through tat period.
i don think i'm thinking too much.
i'll get married very soon, within a few yrs.
u nv know mayb i'll tell u guys one day.
i'm getting engaged le.
would u be shocked?
don be. cos i may get engaged anytime from now.
enough of my motherly talks.
yes. he miss mi from ns too.
frequent smses from him whenever he's free.
930-1030 time slot is 4 him.
i hurt my toe while keeping the iron board.
my toe hurts now.
wish mi luck. hp bill is here.
1000 smses, 2 mmses and i donnoe how much talk time.
bless mi with good lucks pls.
i need a gd luck lady ta be with mi through.
it's my happy 6 mths today.
but darl can't celebrate wit mi.
so i celebrate this special day myself.
happy 6th months to us!
jin hong and jernel.
i'm missing him hell loads.
something to look 4ward to tml.
i'll be getting my harry potter book pre-ordered tml.
i'm getting it last minute la.
the book will be out on sat.
i can't wait ta grab hold of tat book i tell u.
the most wonderful book ever.
i'll bring tat book where ever i go.
to work especially.
i wanna go to the magical sch.
and live with harry potter.
and today while walking ard at sim lim.
i saw the cutest, hottest guy tat i ever seen.
he's an ang mo. ying would be super interested in him de.
cos he was so gorgeous la.
darl my eyes do wonder. but my heart don.
