07/07/07 it's a die die must blog day and date! it's once in a lifetime date! it's also time 4 us ta learn to save our very own planet!
alright. yesterday i was feeling rather emo. thanks ying and eileen. i'm feeling so much beter now. i seriously owe ying alot alot. whenever i've problems no matter how busy she is. she'll always think of some ways ta console mi. telling mi tat life is not tat bad either. but when it comes ta her problem i can't hlp her at all. i feel so dumb when it comes to solving her problems. i can't hlp her at all. i'm sorry ying. i'm a lousy friend too. i've been neglecting u always. but u have nv given up on mi. how sweet can u be. my greatest friend on earth! on earth day i'll like ta thanks EZANN LIM LIYING! tq! 4 all ur stuffs tat u did 4 mi. being there ta console mi no matter wat i did. thank u ying, i donnoe wat i'll become without u ard by my side. u're a great friend, i've been one lousy one. neglecting ur feelings couldn't console u when u needed mi. I'M REALLY SRY YING! and eileen, thanks i'm feeling better now. it was jus some kind of bad day. a bad morning and also a bad night.
mi being nonsense in the morning yesterday. and he had ta cheer mi up. in the night, we quarrelled cos he feels tat i wasn't paying much attention ta him. he went ta CGH to check whether if he had dengue, cos he was running a temperature. i didn't went down ta pei him even though i promise him to. i'm sorry, i'm jus one selfish gf too. but somehow everything went back to normal after awhile
it's coming to our 6 month, the amount of times we quarrel can still be counted in 1 hand. which is quite little as compared ta his EXs where they have quarrelled countless by 6mths. of cos it's a gd thing la. he dislike quarrelling and i hated quarrelling.
3 wks of his NS days has pass. though i always say i'm feeling better. but in fact, i guess i'm not. i still do feel lonely at times. as u all know, i don have much friends ta talk to. they only person i could find was him and ying la. i was telling him last night, the intention of breaking up with him was on my mind. i could not stand and adapt to the lifestyle now. i was kinda selfish, i only spare a tot of my feelings and not his. he wasn't having a great life inside as well. i'm sorry. i'm holding on to this relationship! thank you sweets for holding on to this relationship believing in me, caring 4 mi. i owe u alot sweets.
i broke down in front of him today. telling him all the problems tat i've been facing. mi being anti social now, i hardly make friends now. telling him tat i've neglected ying. telling him tat i had the tots of breaking up wit him. tq sweets 4 wiping away my tears. and also giving mi the hug. it feels great hugging u.
u do make mi a happy gf.
he was having fever today, so went over his place ta take care of him. cook porridge 4 him, my very 1st time alright, he did CONSOLE mi saying tat my porridge was not bad la. i left my diary there while he was sleeping and i left his place and went tamp ta meet my mum.
