ever a day tat it makes ya seems everything is going in a different direction i have! ever a day which makes u wish tat hey can be go back ta sunday i have! ever a day tat u wish time will pass faster i have!
i'm facing 3 of these in a day! everything is bad! and seriously i hope time will pass fast.. don ask mi why.. u noe why! i can don think so much of him when i'm home.. but when i'm in sch.. i can't take it ah.. i'm jus not used ta it.. i'll be fine soon.. i'm just getting rather emotional lately due ta the fact tat my bf isn't ard.. the time he have 4 mi is so limited.. it's not his fault of cos.. i noe tat.. while he's in army.. u won't get ta hear his voice or receive his msges regularly.. and of cos.. i noe my bf have tried ta call mi as much as he can.. and of cos i don blame him.. i've ta understand him wat.. i noe i noe wat he have done.. but it's like.. something missing in my life.. i donnoe how ta xplain i'm feeling empty.. without him ard.. it's jus so weird.. i'll be fine soon.. i promise.. when u have a ns bf : 1) u'll check ur hp regularly ( i check like every 10 minutes hoping tat one of those msges is from him but sadly not always is him) 2) pray tat he eat, drink and slp well.. ( i do hope tat i can suffer as much as wat he's suffering inside pray tat no matter wat he's fine ) 3) 930 wait 4 him ta call ( tat's wat i do 4 the pasy few days ) 4) try ta entertain him as much as possible.. ( cos he might not feel tat gd either ) 5) ur whole lifestyle and timetable have ta be different 6) hope ta meet him in ur dreams ( but sadly he doesn't always comes in ) 7) u've ta assure him tat u won't run ( tat's wat most ns guys worried about ) 8) it's very stressful 4 the 1st few days ( can't adapt ta the new life he can't adapt inside.. u also can't adapt on the outside i'm serious ) 9) DO NOT put ur bf pictures, themes, screensaver.. i'm serious.. i did tat.. i found it bad.. makes mi miss him more.. 10) hopes HE COMES OUT SOON!! can't wait 4 FRIDAYS! OH MAN FRIDAY PLS COMES!
tat's my conclusion la 4 having a ns bf.. tat's wat i'm going through now.. sharing my experience.. at nite i might even cry myself ta slp cos i really miss him so much.. and why din i cry more he was ard! i'm bound ta cry next friday.. :(
i rmb today when he msged mi on something like now he inside i got more time ta date other guys.. i was kinda work up wit wat he said la.. and was saying things like.. don anyhow say can anot.. i'm also trying ta adapt ta the life without him now la.. bla bla bla.. give mi time.. not now.. i still can't accept tat 2 wks is short.. when i see couples holding hands, playing.. i'm so jealous! i wan call him darl darl darl darl! tickle him.. argh!
