woke up automatically at 10~ can't slp le lei.. cos slp too much le ba~ LOL
came online then grace ask mi go see timetable~ alright~ the timetable was release at 10.. lol.. then i say her, u very impatient lei~ keke~ alright~
after looking through at my own timetable.. went ta take a peek of my friends de.. then i realise tat~ i don have any lesson same as them except the form teacher time.. damn it~ i'm a wandering soul.. wandering off the different classes.. i hate the feeling lo.. GRRR~ then i msg ying ta complain tat ta her.. cos, i sad ma~ keke.. she say must happy happy enjoy life~ ya true~ last few days.. WORST~ i don have any lesson wit KAT!!!! WHY???????? kat.. u better pei mi lunch when u free lo.. hao ma? don even have lectures same wit grace, kat or laubaoquan lo.. WTH~ lucky i still got olivia wit mi.. =)
1 thing gd bout this sem's timetable is~ monday is not starting at 8.. but at 9..
bad things~ loads.. 1) no lessons wit my friends.. 2) i'm a wandering soul 3) 2 hours lunch break.. 4) packed schedule 5) thurs and fri start at 8!!!! 6) tues and thurs end at 5pm.. 7) my bday falls on a thurs which means.. 8-5pm.. WTH~
hao~ my timetable 4 the sem~ monday.. 9-3 (2 hrs break in the middle) tuesday.. 10-5 wednesday.. 9-1 thursday.. 8-5 (most hated day~) (2 hrs in the middle) Friday.. 8-12
alright.. cds is not 4 mi ta choose again~ sianz~ 3 cds liao.. and i've ta choose when sch starts sia.. GRRR~ i donnoe which ta choose sia.. LOL.. recommendations?
i'm getting lazier ta update liao~
jus saw something.. mayb i shd not see ba~ see le make mi sad.. his status now is in a relationship liao~ who is this lucky gal anyway i can't smile, my heart somehow is feeling wierd.. i don feel well.. think he's trying ta make himself very clear le ba.. we can't be together le.. there's no point of mi waiting 4 him.. i feel so hurt now.. i can't let go.. though i wan ta many ppl wan mi ta do.. i donnoe why i can't i'll always think of him be4 i go ta bed.. why must things ended up like tat.. I DON WANT~ though in my heart i noe tat he'll nv come back ta mi.. i donnoe why somehow i'm hoping.. why can't everything jus went back then am i really not gd? must i really be left wit nth now.. must he really have one now? it's all my retribution.. i make laubaoquan like tat.. and i'm hurt the same way.. why must story always end up this way.. all i wan is find back my love tat hard ma? he've got wat he wans now.. mi always dreaming, thinking.. he took away my heart and mind.. now even my soul is gone.. nel's sad.. i don wanna be sad i can't control my heart and mind why can't i get him back? no way?
there's no point waiting many ppl tells mi tat.. i've been looking 4 love.. and i've found 1 and lost 1.. haiz~ sad isn't it.. let mi think bout it if i wanna carry on waiting.. test my patience ba.. i don think i can 4get bout him now ba.. have some lessons tat i'm bound ta see him de ah.. no worries.. nel have ta face the world herself.. i feel so much better after crying out my tears tat have been compressed after so long.. it's nice it all out...
lesson learnt.. 1) cannot anyhow believe ppl le.. 2) grow up JERNEL 3) there's no love at this age of mine~ 4) not believing in horoscope.. they are a packed of lies.. 5) single is the in thing now..
though 3 guys are after mi now.. i'm sry ta say this.. i'm not interested..
i'm gonna.. 4get his name (seems hard) 4get his face (not possible) 4get his kiss (he did not kiss mi be4) 4get the love that is once knew (i'll try) rmb tat he has someone new (i'll really rmb this) 4get him when they play ur song ( i try if i don play bai she feng che and tui hou) rmb i cry all night long ( i didn't cry in the nite) 4get how close we once were (this seems hard ah..) rmb he've chosen her (i'll rmb this) 4get the way he used ta talk( how ta? when i'll see him in sch) 4get the things tat he used ta say ( buy mi chocolates? consider ) rmb he has gone away..( i'll rmb de ) 4get his laugh and his grin ( how ta? when he looks so cute wit it) GRRR 4get his dimples ( erm.. i can't rmb tat if he've a dimple.. hmmm.. ) rmb he's wit her tonight (hao de) 4get the time tat went fast ( how ta sia? can it be turned back?) 4get the loved tat moved ( if can i wouldn't be here lo ) 4get he say he would leave u nv ( i don think he said tat be4) rmb he's gone 4ever ( he's not gone la how can i rmb tat )
conclusion.. i can't 4get him 4 now.. it takes time..
a tupid mosquito is irritating mi.. i'm going ta kill tat.. LOL
