3rdly~ i'm disappointed in myself~ not jus disappointed is VERY~
4thly~ wat am i suppose ta do? mayb retake module ba..
5thly~ attending lectures no matter wat~
6thly~ stop playing and be serious~
7thly~ i'm super sad~ crying as i type this entry~
wat the hell am i doing 4 this 1st sem? i really don noe.. enjoying poly life ba.. i really wish i could gib up on my studies now.. no matter wat~ engineering is jus not my cup of tea~ ya~ no matter wat have ta get at least a diploma ma.. i can't take it~ jus can't.. i can't carry on.. engine fund jus gibing mi HELL!!!! have been thinking mayb i shd quit sch and work ba.. cos i'm really not into studying~ but have ta carry on as i don wanna let my mama down... but wat can i do?? i'm tired~ sometimes i jus wish one dae.. i'll jus slp and die.. no worries, no studies.. nth~ haiz~ i jus~ am i tired of myself~ really tired~ have ta be mummy gal at home.. and i'll nv show how sad i'm at home.. no matter wat~ i've ta keep my smile my laughter~ really tired~ of being myself~ i can't disappoint my ma.. i'm tired.. i'm really tired~
